im at an interesting point in my life. im rebuilding my relationship w God. im into school, building a career and personal advancement. but…

ive always bn boy crazy. for abt as long as i can remember. and. i don’t want that to be a part of me anymore. no doubt abt it, i can DEF stand alone. i can do without male attention. but. if i see smthn i like, i want it. now. this is where self control comes into play. tons on tons on TONS of self control has kept me safe and sane. but…

ive reached a point. a juncture. a crossroads. yeah. lol. where all i wanna do is consider me and the components of me. God included. no boys. ew. lol.

saying. i wanna fully immerse myself in my God. if you want me, you gotta come through Him first. if you submit to God, i can submit to you. straight up. until then…

God. school. downtime. me.